Really?

Is it that hard to find home decor for the Cubs for my new place? All I'm asking for is a Cubs shower curtain and there isn't one anywhere online! Just crazy. Oh yeah, I'm moving. Going for somewhat of a clean start across the river. I'm just tired, I feel like I need a break from all of the drama that I've embroiled myself in on the Illinois side of the Mississippi without moving too far away from my daughter. I've got some bad gris gris from some women over here, at least that is how it feels. Anyway, wish me luck and let me know if you know where I can get some stuff for the apartment. Housewarming party will be announced ASAP!